Wishing and Hoping

waiting for you is the worst thing i have ever done
but because you are dear to me,
i'd rather stay than run

when i think of holding you tight,
there are endless possibilities in sight
but when i open my eyes i will only realize,
that there is still darkness instead of light

wanting you is a totally different thing
loving you is definitely more than a fling
when will you see that i am here
and not just someone in between...

Capisce!

shrimp amaretto

Last Friday, I was crazy enough to treat my college buddy Kae for dinner at Capisce, Metrowalk. It was actually a post bithday celebration that we never had eversince Maco, our other sister went to Dubai for work.

I just had to blog this since I had a very sumptous meal of prawn lying on top of mashed potato and creamy squash sauce with steamed brocolli, carrots and veggies on the side. I already had my few bites when I attempted to take a picture of what I am savoring!


who said this was light?
Kae opted to go for chicken parmigiana, a very staple and safe choice for dinner. After all, she needed only light food to keep her from vomiting. She unexpectedly performed for her band when their femme vocals failed to show up.





After dinner, I stayed until the band finished their repertoire and had to drive Kae home. I dunno if 3 bottles of vodka ice made me sleepy or tipsy or was I really tired because of the long day? While driving I can only hear myself laughing for no apparent reason. Viking, the road manager of the band was yelling at me to pull over and to stop the car so he can drive. Instead of obeying, I stepped on the gas and had my 100pkh run along EDSA. Whew! I managed to dropped Kae and Viking safely home.

Took a warm shower before hitting my bed and there was I staring at my teal colored ceiling when I found solace...

A Little Bit of Everything!

Ok, don't curse me..I know I haven't been religious lately in updating my blog. I actually envy Mommy Shens who has managed to keep that same passion in writing inspite of a gazillion things to do. Not to mention those targets that seems impossible to attain.

Anyhow, I'll try to recap everything that had happened for the past 3 months. Pardon the details, I will somehow miss something...



"Do you remember the 21st night of September?
Love was changing the minds of pretenders
While chasing the clouds away

Our hearts were ringing
In the key that our souls were singing.
As we danced in the night,
Remember how the stars stole the night away

Ba de ya - say do you remember
Ba de ya - dancing in September
Ba de ya - never was a cloudy day

My thoughts are with you
Holding hands with your heart to see you
Only blue talk and love,
Remember how we knew love was here to stay"

Celebrated my birthday last September at Dampa Libis with my boss and officemates. I am actually sharing this night with my officemate who's also celebrating her birthday. See, call this weird but we do have the same birthday..same date, same month, same year. Yeah you read it right..same year! You think its crazy? No it's not, wait till I tell you that we even have the same birth time! So I consider her my twin sister..right Abi? haha!

After a night full of seafood, grilled meat, veggies and an over flowing liquor, I spent the night with my best buds. Girl Friends picked me up at the place around 10pm for an overnight booze of wine and puffs! Yeah, one of my colleagues was so damn crazy he gave me a few sticks to puff my head out! Talking about the herb dude! That stuff by the way was the best I had! haha!!


Cheers!

Wine and Puffs!

Weeks passed and on with the usual flow of toxicity in a corporate world. Proposals left and right, client meetings and dozen of phone calls and emails to answer. Never really stopped working even after achieving Year End Quota.

One hell week has passed and I decided to go up North to take a breather..Went to Baguio with my Boss and colleagues. There I just enjoyed the early Christmas breeze and drank the night away.

A week after I found myself way South the island of Cebu where I visited a good friend who was recently assigned in the area. Sadly, I forgot to bring my camera so I only have limited pics to share..

crazy riders

chillin at the loft bar cebu with hans

The week was a blast! Had a very relaxing massage before I head home to Manila. And as they say, back to reality, back to work!!!!

TOP 50 Things Not to Say During SEX

1. You woke me up for that?
2. Did I mention the video camera?
3. But whipped cream makes me break out.
4. Person 1: This is your first time... right? Person 2: Yeah... today.
5. Hurry up! This room rents by the hour!
6. Can you please pass me the remote control?
7. Do you accept Visa?
8. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
9. On second thought, let's turn off the lights.
10. Hope you're as good looking when I'm sober...
11. Do you get any premium movie channels?
12. Try not to smear my make-up, will ya!
13. But I just brushed my teeth...
14. Smile, you're on Candid Camera!
15. I thought you had the keys to the handcuffs!
16. I want a baby!
17. (In a menage a trois) Why am I doing all the work?
18. I think you have it on backwards.
19. When is this supposed to feel good?
20. You're good enough to do this for a living!
21. Is that blood on the headboard?
22. Did I remember to take my pill?
23. That leak better be from the waterbed!
24. I told you it wouldn't work without batteries!
25. Did I tell you my Aunt Martha died in this bed?
26. If you quit smoking you might have more endurance.
27. No, really.. I do this part better myself!
28. It's nice being in bed with a woman I don't have to inflate!
29. This would be more fun with a few more people.
30. You're almost as good as my ex!
31. Do you know the definition of statutory rape?
32. You look younger than you feel.
33. Perhaps you're just out of practice.
34. Now I know why he/she dumped you..
35. You give me reason to conclude that foreplay is overrated. '
36. Have you ever considered liposuction?
37. And to think, I didn't even have to buy you dinner!
38. I have a confession..
39. Are those real or am I just behind the times?
40. Did I mention my transsexual operation?
41. Did you come yet, dear?
42. Does this count as a date?
43. When would you like to meet my parents?
44. Sorry about the name tags, I'm not very good with names.
45. Don't mind me.. I always file my nails in bed.
46. You could at least ACT like you're enjoying it!
47. Petroleum jelly or no petroleum jelly, I said NO! 9
48. So that's why they call you Mr. Flash!
49. My old girlfriend used to do it a LOT longer!
50. How long do you plan to be "almost there"?

woohoo!!!

Wow! I've missed doing this! I figured it took me a century to be able to write again. Well, nothing's new actually, we are still working on our targets. But as I was doing my reports, I was in awe to see that I am only 80k++ away from my year end target! Wohooo!!! It felt good knowing that I can achieve this in a months time. Now I can concentrate on my SG trip, hehe!! I'm super excited! This is another Voltes V's trip, this time out of the country! Awww...Kim E, hope you can come with us...We are leaving on the 27th..Tara, book ka na.. =)

Will write again after the trip, but for now, I have to work on my infamous Ayala Renewal. Ciao!

Let me know

When was the last time you said goodbye?
Or the last time they called it quits?

When was the last time you were hurt?
Or the last time you hurt somebody?

When was the last time you said you’re sorry?
Or the last time they were sorry?

When was the last time you cried?
Or the last time you made someone cry?

When was the last time you said it was the first time?
Or the last time you said you this will never be the last?

When was the last time you were truly happy?
Or the last time you were really low?

Tell me. And I will gladly tell you more…

Sand and Sun at Bora 2006